I feel as if I’m able to jumble even the most complicated emotions and situations into a sweet melody of contextual portrayal. Having a “moment”? Needing the words to say? Or even just a ear to listen. I’m here…and wanting to put your story in the right perspective for the world to learn from…
Kiaraann365@gmail.com
Always there and posts can be anonymous.
“When life gives you onions…just cry and keep moving forward.
Peace & Love,
Kiara Ann
Post in regards to WMST491l
Onnys Aho & Peacock Feather are just 2 of the fabulously dressed and looking “people” on Genderfork I think its absolutely amazing and bold that these men are so transparent and able to dress in fashion better than the “gendered role” stereotypical “woman.”
With ambiguous people being the focal I must pub the 2012 Spring Drag Show on next Friday in the Student Center @ SIUC. If you haven’t been I’d def suggest going both men, women, and those in between. Its surely a good time.
Well until next time,
-Kiara Ann
I miss a lot of things, but I don’t know if I should be missing anything. At a point in my life where no friendship goes unnoticed or unappreciated. Singleness… I’ve had to learn the hard way that Jesus knows what’s best and gets what he wants. So then I shall sacrafice. Because he doesn’t ask anything impossible of me and always has a plan better…waaaay better than my own whimpy plans.
I don’t feel vulnerable right now, but I feel something in that category. Where I am afraid to open up to men or talk too much, lol just because I don’t want to give in or start something that’s not in Gods plans. So whenever my mind begins to wonder “hey I really like him” or “maybe he’s the one for me” …I stop, breathe, step back and ask god to give me disernment in whose worth my time and a waste. And just ask him to guide my heart while keeping it stayed on him.
So in the mean time love isn’t a worry. I know God has someone that will mesh perfectly with me & yet again, I will be praying diligently for those or he who I may feel attracted to. So that when its wrong I’ll know & if its right…well then I guess it’ll just be right. 
Until later,
Kiara Ann
After a good hour in my womens studies course I have the strangest urge to make a darn cyberfeminist blog. Lol there’s so much to be discussed, showed, and ranted about. Soon I shall have a blog full of feminist art and video blogs.
Adios until later minions… lol
Its been a long time coming.
As I sit and realize how swiftly my exit (stage left) from college is approaching, I found myself in tears, nervous, and shaky, but not for what glorious joys await. Instead I fear the joys of life I am enduring now, that seemed to be soon fading away. A distant memory that is so lively and vibrantly showing itself right now.
Suddenly forced to face life as an adult…I gained wisdom. We as “young” adults should not lay and float in the mediocracy of normativity by being sad about what we will one day have to slow down on, what we will leave behind, or what will one day change. Wether it be the type of clothes you wear, the night clubs you party at, the friends or loves that are slowly gaining completion behind you or even the thought of your lil pet (Farrah the lil stinker black kitty for me) getting old, fat, and lazy.
Instead I choose to embrass, we should embrass together. Shop more (conciously), party sparingly (but live it up everyday doing absolutely NOTHING!), love those who are climbing slowly behind you like its going out of style/never give up on someone who hasn’t given up on themselves, and I personally am going to feed my lil tike all the fancy feast steak dinners and kitty treats she wants. (Lol:))
Life is no race, it comes in strides. So pace yourself when needed, drink plenty of water, and sprint only when your close to the next glorious mile post.
In the mean time, cool it and just stroll.
Always,
Kiara Ann
Well I’m back at it again. It has taken a MCMA college class to force me out of my shell and back into the real world of ONLINE BLOGGING!!! Along side of this I think that this class will be exciting and for my final project I think I’ll go ahead and make a website geared toward a portfolio for myself. Ya know to get me ahead in the real world.
Well thats all for today…
Peace and Love
KiaraAnn
Yes I must say that it has been a while since I have come on and made some things known, but I have a logically explanation…
LIFE!
With working 2 jobs and getting A’s in my summer school classes I gotta say living up life and letting the world know gets to be a little struggle. But I will continue to try my best and keep the world updated on my progress and success…
Peace and Blessings,
-Kiara Ann
It took quite a while for me to realize that I was now very content in this stage of life. Took even longer for me to figure out what exactly is so different now from 4 or 5 months ago.
Besides the fact that I moved to the other side of campus and shortly after totally off campus…I began to see a pattern. People that were once always all smiles, colectivley happy, and constantly a name in the inbox of my recieved test messages…began to flare off and in a sense De-flourish in other directions.
Now I can say that at first I was puzzled, but I guess you can say that I took what I had and ran with it.
“God puts people in your life for seasons” and honey I guess 2 semesters of Fall and a half dead Spring just made its way briskly on through my life.
I am Happy! and at the end of the day I realized that’s all that matters.
Without the people who I once held near and dear, celebrated with hopes and gifts on special days, and was there when they needed me… I can see my life clearer…I can see Kiara Goodman clearer, because for once without them… I AM ON MY OWN! and if anyone in this world is going to make it out and on top…I figure they MUST know how it feels to be just that…on there own. No one dictating, giving their advice or sharing their elevated expressions of humor…
Just being yourself…out there in the world…Alone & Content!
-Kiara Ann
Journalist
What if as you sit you can just creatively imagine someone sitting next to you. If u thoughtful put the pieces of a puzzle back together. Pieces once lost.
Taking the journey in your mind to find those pieces & continue to solve the puzzle that u once set up on a shelf, instead of throwing away because you knew one day you’d finish it. You knew that, that puzzle in particular was worth finishing.
We are taught young that it takes two people to love, two people to make a relationship work.
BUT as I sit and ponder I realize that it only takes one person to pick up a puzzle & continue to work hard on it until it is complete.The other person doesn’t come into the picture until its complete. The person u show the puzzle that took u so long to piece together.
As a single its harder to figure out a puzzle but it can be completed, but as a unit, 2 people…the puzzle then becomes easier to put together.
Like love, as a unit something that was set away to become easy. Like love u should choose. To ither work hard to piece it together yourself or work as a team to complete something you both
wanted so much in the beginning.
…its up to those who complete the puzzle to ither tape it together , frame it, hang it and constantly look upon the achievement or to remember it for an instant moment, destroy it, box it, and never turn to it again.
-The Journalist <3
5/16/2010 8:50pm
Sooo I am at work & just randomly realized that it is not the perfect guy that we as women need to pray for: rather we pray that the divine understanding of God be justifed in that man, so that he would act accordingly. ♥
